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The Price of Loyalty

The Sheep Pen series was the first serial story I have ever written, and the first one I completed. It was a story that really tugged at my heart, and I once teared when I wrote it (just like one of the Mistress’s Child story). It was a story of a loyal dog, one that did all it could for its pasture, amidst a master that could not care less.

There once was a dog, a tough mean sheepdog in its prime. It had suffered when its previous master passed away, leaving it to fend for itself. It came under the notice of the steward of this rich man, who’s looking for good sheepdogs for her master’s growing flock of sheep. She loved this sheepdog, and promised that, as long as it watched the sheep well, it would be loved and taken care of. She told the dog that, even though it was not a pedigree, it would be loved and taken care of as long as it was loyal.

The sheepdog proudly strolled into the pasture, and its keen senses picked up many worrying signs. The pasture was full of potholes where the sheep could fall into, and it’s near a thick patch of forest, where it’s aware of the presence of wolves. It approached the forest carefully, smelled the trails, and realised that it needed more sheepdogs by its side to fend against the wolves properly. Worse still, both the hireling shepherds slept on their watch.

The potholes could be easily filled up, no problem at all. And the shepherds did at least wake up whenever it barked, and they really loved and appreciated the sheepdog for his barks of warning. It duly went back to the steward, and showed her the problems. She promised a solution. The sheepdog promised her that it’d tend to the flock, even though the hireling shepherds slept. And it was glad when another sheepdog came by to partner it.

The sheepdog soon realised that, while the steward had good intentions, the master was not interested in tending the pasture. No, the sheep were reared not for their wool but for slaughter, and as long as new lambs took over, he did not really care. The sheepdog was shocked – its previous master really cared for his sheep, because he reared them for their wool.

Nothing was done about the potholes. Sheep were injuring themselves in them, and the wily wolves were quick in snatching the sheep away to the forest. The sheepdog did its best, using his nose and body to push the hard rocks to cover as many potholes as it could. It tried to warn the hireling shepherds, that they needed to move the sheep away from the forest, to find a niche, rather than span the pasture – but its barks fell upon empty ears.

During these tough years, often hungry, often lacking in sleep, the sheepdog had chances of moving to the forest, where the wolves showed it respect, and had made overtures of welcome into their fold. The sheepdog remembered the love that the steward had shown it, and the promise it had made. Twice, it had come close to the forest and smelled its wild air, and had returned to the pasture.

A new shepherd soon replaced one of the hireling shepherds. He loved the sheepdog, and together they were a fearsome team – the wolves had to beat a retreat but there were still too many of them. The shepherd asked the master for money to fix the potholes. When there were no answer and he went ahead, using his own shovel to dig up the earth to cover them (he had strong arms) – he was admonished for using the shovel without permission, and the shovel taken away from him.

The sheepdog found himself having to cover even more ground as the grass thinned and the sheep were turned to even wider pastures, even closer to the forest. Worse still, this also required the sheepdog to cover areas of the pastures it did not have the time to explore properly. It was very tough, for the wolves would attack at areas it could not see. The sheepdog was alarmed, and gave warnings of the danger. It was instead asked to watch over a young nephew of the master at that critical juncture.

The young nephew brought so much grief to the sheepdog, tearing at its fur and causing much pain. No matter how much love the sheepdog showed to the young nephew, he just would not change. The master saw the the sheepdog could not watch over his nephew, and beat it with a stick. He said that the sheepdog was useless, and must go for further training. The sheepdog was puzzled – was it not trained under the previous shepherd? No, the master insisted that he could not recognise the training. The dog must be trained the way the shepherd wanted it to be trained.

The dog was then shown the delicious food that the master had cooked – only to be told that the food would never go to it, but to other dogs that he’s bringing in. Dogs that would not bark at him, and tell him to fix potholes. Dogs of pedigree, with fur groomed to their nicest, unlike that plain lousy sheepdog. Yes, only the pedigree dogs deserve the nicest and most delicious food. The plain lousy sheepdog would have to feed on the scraps left over.

The dog looked to the steward, only to realise that there’s nothing she could do. The dog looked to the shepherd, only to realise that he’s probably in a worst state than it. Within its heart, it whimpered and cried as it realised that the steward could no longer keep her promise. It was very, very heartbreaking for the sheepdog. It realised that, no matter how hardworking and intelligent it was, it was still a plain dog. Its master preferred pedigreed dogs that did not bark. It had kept its promise, but keeping the promise had meant nothing at all.

The attraction of the forest started to become stronger and stronger. The sheepdog held back and looked at the sheep. If it were to join the wolves, the master would have bigger problem retaining these sheep. It looked at the steward again. She had loved him, and still loved him, even though she could not keep her promise.

 

Posted in Sheep Pen.


Unquestioned Loyalty

Another story from the Shang Wars series.

It had been a difficult campaign of two years, a campaign that first began when the Generalissimo had first arrived to his camp and surveyed his troops. They had rallied behind him, and fought many battles. The fighting were so fierce and intense that even his Aide-de-Camp and him fought on the very battlefield itself, to encourage the troops.

It was a difficult war to wage. His troops were often without weapons, and sometimes even without bread. Many times, calls for more weapons and bread went unheeded by the Emperor. During these times, he had to dig into his own silver to give bread to his troops, and to convince the local weaponsmith to get him a few spears.

During a lull in the campaign, his wife wrote from the capital. His children had shown great interest in carpentry, and she would like to move back to their home in the south, where renown carpenters were available for them to apprentice with. The Generalissimo was happy to hear all these. He hardly had time for his children, with all his attention placed on the fierce fighting. They would grow up to be contributing members of society.

His Aide-de-Camp frowned and bit his lips when he knew about it. His friends in the Imperial Court had written to him with other news. They told him that the Emperor had been livid at news of the Generalissimo’s family moving away from the capital to return to their homeland south. To the Emperor, this was disloyalty. Were there not carpenters at the capital? Why go to the south?

The Aide-de-Camp understood very well the hidden meanings behind the words. To the Shang Emperor, unquestioning loyalty was more important than the ability to win a war and win it well. He would rather than have someone who listened to and obeyed all his nonsense (including his ideas of how troops should fight), than someone who could help him defeat the enemy.

The Aide-de-Camp shook his head and burnt the letter. It would be treason if any spies within the camp reported the contents of the letter to the Emperor. It appeared very likely that an edict would soon come, to execute the Generalissimo for disloyalty to the Emperor. When that happened, it should perhaps be time for him to resign from his duties and return to farm the land.

Posted in Shang Wars.


The Cloak of Silk

Another story from the Mistress’s Child series.

The Mistress’ Child ran to the door as she heard the familiar sounds of the carriage stop just outside the old rented house she stayed in. She flung it open and ran into the arms of the old man who just stepped out of the carriage, nearly knocking him down in the process.

“Whoa, Little Mistress! I’m an old man! You cannot afford the medical expenses if I break my arm!” Alfred laughed as he hugged the girl whom he had held in his arms as a baby, when the Old Master assigned him to the rented cottage. He was only half-joking though – they seriously could not afford his medical expenses were he to get injured, at his age.

“Oh Alfred! You are really so funny!” Little Mistress laughed and quickly grab Alfred’s arm, before speaking in a whisper, “Well, did you manage to get the contract?”

“Hmm…so the welcome was because of the contract and not for me?” Alfred raised an eyebrow as he winked at her.

“Come on, Alfred!” Little Mistress gave him a few punches as she giggled. Alfred was more important to her than anybody else. He was like a father to her, more than her real father, who was so busy with his businesses and his other family.

From his coat, Alfred produced the document. Little Mistress really wondered as she unfolded the scroll. It was a contract for the production and supply of silk cloaks to a leading house in the provincial city. She could only look in wonder at Alfred, for it was well known that the house did business only with close insiders.

Alfred winked at her again as he replied to her thoughts, “Being an old man means many more years to make friends at all sorts of places, Little Mistress. Now go along, you are late for the meeting with Old Master!”

Little Mistress gasped. She had nearly forgotten about the meeting, so excited was she at seeing Alfred again! She quickly ran to the waiting the carriage and set off. The horses had only gone a few steps before the carriage master stopped for a panting Alfred. She had forgotten her coat again. Alfred had always chided her for forgetting her coat since she was a little girl.

The journey to the Mansion was always a long one. She hated the journey, because she always felt looked-down whenever she was there. After all, she was the child of the mistress, and not of the proper family. Even the servants there looked down on her.

The meeting, as usual, was all about the many other businesses that her father owned, now placed under the charge of her brother. She must have dreamed away, for by the time she returned to the meeting room, all eyes were on her, expecting her to say something.

Her brother was visibly irritated, “Look, if you have nothing to report on your garments factory, just say so. Don’t waste our time.”

She quickly produced the contract to her father, and reported how her garments factory would be producing the silk cloaks for the reputable house in the provincial city. Her father was expressionless, but turned to her brother for his opinion.

“Father, her garments factory is old, with old machines staffed by aging workers. For the sake of the reputation of our house, we must produce the cloaks in the third factory, with the latest machines staffed by young and energetic workers. I am sure you will not want any complaints of scratches or running cloaks.”

She was shocked to hear this, but not as shocked as she was when she actually heard both her father and her aunt agree to it. It had happened again. Whatever she had managed to get for herself had been taken away.

The room rapidly turned blurry as the tears formed within her eyes. She fought hard to control her tears, fought hard not to burst into tears and her brother called for an end to the meeting. She did not bother to look at anyone as she ran to her waiting carriage. The carriage master was used to the scene and simply left her to sob in the carriage as he drove home in the rain.

Alfred was waiting for her outside with the umbrella. She could not control herself any more, and wailed loudly as she buried herself in the chest of the butler. Her tears gushed like the rains around her, and her loud cries drowned out the thunder around her.

She had no part in the inheritance, and no love from her father. For she was, after all, only the child of a mistress who was no longer youthful and beautiful, no longer able to command the love of her man. It is indeed tough being the Mistress’s child.

Posted in Mistress's Child.


The War that Could Never Be Won

The Shang Wars is probably the longest-running story written for my friends’ reading pleasure. It is still ongoing at this point of time. Based on palace intrigues and wars within a crumbling empire in a Chinese setting, it is the story most readers believe I love the best. Of course, I have to say what every parent, despite evidence to the contrary, says, “I love all my children equally.” I present the first instalment for my wider readers.

A story in the Shang Wars series.

Skirmishes had been going on for three years between the two armies. The Generalissimo watched with concern, flanked by his Aide-de-Camp. For these three years, the Shang battalion had gotten the enemy by its grip, only to be told each time by the Emperor to let them go. It was very frustrating, to see the wanton destruction wrought by an enemy that simply laughed at them each time they crossed the border. The troops were very tired of always having to deal with such an enemy, and the Generalissimo had been working very hard to bring up the army’s morale.

The Generalissimo knew that the Emperor was keen to preserve diplomatic ties with the enemy, despite the constant harassment from the other party at the borders. Time after time, he had sent communiques to the Emperor regarding the damage done by the raiding parties, and each time the Generalisimo had been told to hold his position and not pursue the enemy. He gritted his teeth as he remembered the smells of the burning flesh, the screams of agony of those being tortured. He was caught between obedience to the Emperor, and the need to protect the border towns. If only he was given permission to crush the enemy…

A piece of news came that day. One of his Generals had taken the initiative to attack the raiding party that just crossed the border. He had reported no victories, but succeeded in driving the raiding party back to their lands. He had restrained himself, knowing the Emperor’s orders, The Generalissimo nodded as he thought to himself. His General had done no wrong. The Aide-de-Camp knew what he needed to do. He immediately went to check on the wounded enemy troops and treated them, in case of possible diplomatic fallout.

The Emperor’s edict came quickly, admonishing the Generalissimo for not being in command of his men and letting them get out of control. He demanded that the Generalissimo apologise to the diplomat that was being sent at that moment from the border trading town. His Aide-de-Camp simply could not believe what he had just heard. That was the Emperor they had been serving for so many years?

Some said the Shang Empire could never fall. It had survived and prospered hundreds of years under the same diplomatic policy of appeasement. The Emperor had never trusted his troops, preferring to rely on spies he planted throughout the army. It had worked all these years. The Shang Empire would never fall.

Posted in Shang Wars.


Spending Money

Another story from the Mistress’s Child Series.

It was another of those days when Alfred had to go to the Mansion for some business. As usual, he had to wait for the coach that Old Master had hired to make the rounds about his many businesses. Lots of time would be wasted in the coach, but hiring a coach to take him directly to the Mansion was out of the question, as that was extra silver out of his Old Master’s pocket.

Laughter was heard as he stepped down from his coach and greeted his dwindling number of old friends in the Mansion. Many his age had been replaced by younger, cheaper and more eager stewards. He could not help but wonder when he would be considered too old and be asked to retire. Alfred also noticed something else – the Mansion staff had new uniforms.

A bit of enquiries revealed that Young Master thought the old uniforms were not nice, and had spent quite a bit of treasury silver to replace all the uniforms with the new ones bearing the family heraldry. And indeed the new ones, with the shiny buttons, were really very nice. Alfred could only smile as he noted how none of the new uniforms had reached him, or any of his dwindling staff at the rented cottage where the ailing Mistress was being tended to.

As Alfred settled some accounts with the quartermaster, he could not help but remember something that the sister of Old Master had told him, when he had first arrived at the Mansion, and decided to use some silver to reward some workers who had risked their lives to rescue Little Mistress (then a little girl) from some angry beggars who had held her hostage.

“This is not how you spend money!” She had instructed him then. For a long time after that, he was still not able to answer a question he had wanted to ask her in return, “How then do you spend money?”

Today he had found his answer.

Posted in Mistress's Child.


The Language of Mathematics

Along the learning curve, some students in Singapore have learnt how to do the various operations of addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, but have no idea what they really mean. Hence, when they come across word problems, they get stuck. Not only that, but it is amazing how many times I have tried to explain concepts to the students, to find out that their understanding of Mathematics concept is seriously weak.

I showed the students 2 apples and 2 oranges. I told them that an apple and an orange had been “taken away”, and asked them what  I must do. Those students weak in concept actually suggested a division, telling me that they should “divide” the 2 apples and 2 oranges by 2. While the end result was the same, the fact that the concept was wrong spells trouble, and I had to throw in the curveball by asking them the result were I to have THREE apples and 2 oranges instead? The stumped look told me a lot.

I had to rephrase, by asking the students what would happen were they to have $50 and I “take away” $20? This time more of them understood, and I took the opportunity to let them know that when we want to “take away” or “remove” something, we use the Mathematical operation of subtraction. So when I “take away” an apple and an orange, we should use subtraction, not division.

Another concept that often got confused is that of multiplication and division. When three boys have a total of 15 apples, how many would each boy have if they shared them equally*? Some students actually did a multiplication operation and gave me 45 apples altogether. I have to actually show them that when we want to do “equal sharing”, we are doing a division operation, by drawing pictures of apples and circling them on the board.

As I reflect on the situation, I can only say that Asian children are trained very well to do the operations quickly and accurately (unlike many of their western counterparts). When it comes to deep thinking, and associating the concepts behind the operations, Asian children appear to be somewhat weaker in general. I believe this could be the result of harried teachers, trying to complete an extremely tight syllabus, before a class of 40+ children, in time to prep and cram the students for their exams.

It can be really difficult for a teacher to really find the time to do all these, and yet have a life beyond the classroom.

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*I am very insistent on Mathematical questions having this part “shared equally” because it is NOT wrong for a student to indicate that the three boys have 10, 4 and 1 apples respectively if they share them, if the “equally” is missed out.

Posted in Mathematics and Teaching.


The Abilene Paradox

The term “Abilene Paradox” was made famous by Dr Jerry B Harvey, a Professor of Management Science at the Washington University, who lectures on organisational behaviour. It describes the story (supposedly true) of a personal experience with the town of Abilene, during one of his lectures in 1974.

Below is an extract from the Workplace Bullying Institute:

Abilene is the Texas city in the Abilene paradox. It refers to the retelling by Harvey of a lousy decision by his family. On a hot summer day, the family piled into a car without airconditioning and drove too many to Abilene to try a new diner. The heat was oppressive; the food was lousy. But no one dared to speak in those terms until later that night back home. Finally, the matriarch of the family broke the silence by complaining about the food. Then everyone chimed in with their complaint–the car was hot, it was stupid to try an unknown restaurant. It turns out that no one wanted to go in the first place, but no one said so when it mattered. Eventually, they all blamed the father for suggesting the drive.

Further information regarding the Abilene Paradox can be found in Association of Research Librarians.

This is a strange phenomenon that happens all the time in organisations, when nobody voices out what he feels is not right – simply because he doesn’t want to stand out. It wouldn’t be so funny if the majority had actually thought it was right – except that in the case of the team that has gone to Abilene, the majority actually has the opposite views. And we lose out on a lot of dynamism because of that.

Many company boards or political parties are in Abilene because of this phenomenon. The independent directors, valued for their independence, do not speak up because they do not wish to alienate the other directors and because they do not want to look foolish. The cadres, the base and supporters of the party, do not speak up because they do not wish to lose their connections to the main political players and because they do not want to look like they are not toeing the party line.

Interestingly, the Abilene Paradox occurs in many cases because everybody, in the absence of any dissenting views, presumes and creates an atmosphere of assent when actually everybody might actually disapprove. I have seen this happens often in meetings with groups of customers, where the atmosphere rapidly changes from one of consent and cordiality, to one of dissent and anger, just because a single customer was brave (or foolhardy) enough to speak his mind. One company I know of avoid bringing their customers together in groups because of this reason. It is almost like a reverse Abilene Paradox.

Similar but not exactly the same is the strange behaviour in Shanghai towards crime. Unlike in Singapore, nobody here dares to confront the pickpockets that operate with impunity in the buses and trains. Everybody fears being attacked by a gang if he confronts, and so they live in fear of their belongings. Unfortunately, the Abilene Paradox here proves to be true many times. Even if someone is crazy enough to step out and confront, none of the onlookers support and help out.

No wonder then, that the Chinese were oppressed by outside powers for nearly two centuries. It’s precisely because everybody thought of themselves and not of the organisation, that China took such a long time to become strong. The overseas Chinese had no choice but to unite against the racism faced when they were overseas, and this bond of unity became a tradition among the widespread diaspora (we’ve even got Chinese in Israel and South Africa!).

So, are any of our organisations in Abilene now?

Posted in Languages and Cultures, Leadership and Management.


Racism in China

This post was written in another blog when I was in Shanghai, and I thought it fit to bring it out for a repost.

Over in developed countries like the States, Australia or Singapore, racism is a problem we are always keen to tackle. Laws were erected in the melting-pot States, for example, that prohibits discrimination based on creed, colour, age, gender…and now even sexual preferences. In white-majority Australia, the “reign” of Pauline Hanson and her voice against the Asians destroying the way of life of Australians created plenty of tension. In Chinese-majority Singapore, jokes about Malays and Indians abound (terrible, but I’m not going to sweep it under the carpet).

So far the racism I’ve encountered has been against members of a minority race, but here in Shanghai I encountered a very interesting form of racism that really made me reflect and think. This post is actually inspired by something that happened this afternoon.

The Hengshan Church music team had our practice session this afternoon at a fellow expatriate’s place (a really far out villa in a nobody’s land called Pudong). The cab stopped at the security post, where the security officer inquired of my business. I told him I’m visiting my friend in Villa No 45.

He gave me this quizzical and disbelieving look, and asked (in Mandarin of course, since I spoke to him in Mandarin), “You have a laowai friend?” Laowai literally means “Old Foreigner” but they normally use it to refer to Caucasians (I would normally be called a huaqiao, or “Overseas Chinese”).

I decided to pull his leg a bit and spoke in English, “Yes, my friend is KP, and she’s at No 45. Do you need to give her a call to confirm?”

He sheepishly gave me the directions to the villa. I wanted so much to make him squirm even more by asking, “You mean I cannot have a laowai friend?” I guess I was too kind (and in any case I was already late!) and decided to let it be.

My very first encounter with this form of racism (white men = good, Chinese = no good) was with an acquaintance of mine. He is of German descent, but his English is pretty good, and he’s the director of one of the language schools here. He spoke to me of this encounter that changed his hiring policies forever.

He hired (with a good pay package I believe) a third-generation American-born Chinese to teach English in his school. Now this employee has a law and teaching background, and she’s good. With this new hire, he proceeded to let her teach one of his new clients (his company’s main businesses are corporate clients rather than individual pupils).

On the day of the first lesson, when she was introduced to the class, his client took him aside and said firmly, “Chinese cannot teach Chinese English. I want white man Engilsh.” He tried to explain to the client her qualifications and how she’s one of his best employees, but he simply repeated, “No, no, Chinese cannot teach Chinese English, I want white man to teach good English.”

Now that acquaintance got really desperate! In his roster was…a Frenchman. His English was even worse than my acquaintance’s. But that was the only white man available at that time and he placed him in. The client did not complain and the lessons continued. He had a very hard time repatriating the American Chinese employee (remember she has a law background?!).

My next encounter was with my own school. Early in my career there, one of the Caucasian teachers had to go for her maternity leave. Both of us have been colleagues for some time, and we’ve discussed and exchanged tips on many issues of English teaching.

I was the only teacher available that could take over her English lessons while she went on her leave (why am I always the teacher who’s available whenever lessons have to be taken over at short notice, like in the case of P2 Ruby?). When a Taiwanese parent found out that another teacher was taking over, her first question to my principal was, “Is he blond?”

My principal was so angry she came to my office and demanded that I dye my hair! Of course, I knew she was joking, but when my colleague heard this, she was not amused. She told my principal with a straight face, “Michael is easily my equal, if not better than me*, in English. Tell that parent to #$!@ (censored due to minors reading this blog).” It felt so good to have somebody say that of you!

I suppose this form of racism is a sign of immaturity. Singaporeans and Americans have long accepted that your ability may not be tied to your colour, even if it’s something as basic as your (assumed) native language. Interesting, both countries are cosmopolitan plural societies and so have grown to understand and accept this fact of life.

One thing good about looking and speaking Chinese though – I can slip easily into local life, without any big problem or hassle! And if I want to push my way through a difficult situation, just refuse to communicate in Mandarin and I’ll get treated as a foreigner!

*Hmm…coming to think of it, she should have said “better than I” rather than “better than me”, but this is a common English mistake anyway. And with the present generation preferring this use, soon the grammar books will say it’s ok to use “better than me”. Just like “because” can now be in front of a sentence (even though it’s a conjunction).

Posted in Languages and Cultures.


The Innocent Question

Another story from the Mistress’s Child series.

The Young Master seldom sends letters addressed directly to Alfred, and he found himself a bit troubled as he broke the seal and opened the envelope. He heaved a sigh of relief. He simply wanted to know how the water supply in the cotton mill was being tapped. They have been faithfully following the procedures handed down by Old Master in the past, and Alfred wrote back, detailing exactly the procedures they have followed all these while. He noted with pleasure how Young Master would be glad that the cotton mill was being managed well, and placed an entry on this against his work log. Little Mistress reads the work log every night without fail.

The Mistress’s Child was a bit worried when she read the log that night. Why would her brother be concerned about a cotton mill that did not contribute much to the family business? He was running a big business empire and would one day take over her father’s business. She tossed and she turned, unable to sleep during the night.

Sure enough the carriage came the next day. Her father was summoning her to the Mansion. The Mistress’s Child bit her lips. Something must be wrong. She did not hear Alfred calling out to her, until she almost reached the carriage and a panting old man came to her, to deliver two hard-boiled eggs and a glass of milk. She had forgotten her breakfast. Alfred always makes sure she eats in the morning.

The journey in the carriage took so long, and the journey to the doorsteps took even longer. The longest journey yet was the one to the study, where her father and her brother awaited her. She could tell that her father was not happy, and neither was her brother.

“I hear that you are using the bamboo train system to deliver the water for the cotton mill? Do you know that it is such a wasteful system? It was a good thing that your brother told me about it. Why aren’t you following the direct pump system that we are now using on all our factories? How much more money are you going to waste?”

Her father was almost shouting at her.

The Mistress’s Child, fighting back her tears, could only reply, “I will change the system, father. As long as you are happy, I will change.”

The journey to the carriage was the longest ever, and the journey back home was like an eternity. The Mistress’s Child sobbed and sobbed. She knew her father would not listen to her, if she were to tell him that she had faithfully followed his instructions given to her many years ago. His ears were for her brother only.

Nobody had told her of the change.

Posted in Mistress's Child.


The Consensus

Another story from the Mistress’s Child series.

It was another of those long banquets that her father liked to invite prominent people to. The Mistress’s Child had never liked them, preferring to spend the time with her ailing mother. She never felt like she was part of the family, though she sat at the family table. All around, the talk was on the family business, on the happenings within her father’s family, of the successes of her brother. Nobody talked about her mother, not even her father. Nobody talked about the small textile factory she had been assigned to manage by her father.

And so she was caught by surprise when the Businessman came by and asked her what she thought about the family business. The table suddenly became quiet. Mistress’s Child had learnt by then to be very careful with her words. She still remembered the slap she got from her father.

“As usual, father, I will listen to my brother, and follow his wishes in the family business.”

What the Businessman said shocked everyone at the table.

“Girl! You are part of the family! We want to hear what you have to say. We go by consensus here in the family. I do not want to hear any such nonsense about you listening to your brother and following his wishes in future. Am I clear on this?”

All eyes were on her as she nodded. She decided that more talk would simply alienate her further from the other members of the family.

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It was another of those long business meetings that Mistress’s Child wished she need not attend. Again, the meeting was all about the big money-spinners of the business empire, and how her brother had managed to acquire more properties. As the meeting drew to a close, her father called for Any Other Business, the last part of the agenda.

She hesitated, wondering if she should speak up. She decided to.

“Father, Alfred has been working very, very hard, on his own, since our number of servants has been cut to a third. Some of my servants have to cover two jobs, and Alfred himself has to cover for some servants when they fall sick. May I ask for, perhaps, one or two servants from the Mansion to come by, just once or twice a week, to help out?”

Before her father could speak, her brother chipped in, “Dad, I believe we have spoken of how the numbers must match. Look, Alfred is already an old man, and he is really not doing his job well. On the same proportion of servants to the size of the property, my estate manager is able to do so much more than him. Maybe we really should consider axing him, and getting another person to replace him.”

Mistress’ Child was in tears as she tried to control her emotions, tried not to appear weak in front of her brother, “Look! You have economy of scale in managing your mansion! Look at the number of servants that can be deployed, against the jobs they must do! The size of my property is smaller, but the number of jobs remain the same! And Alfred! He has given so many years of his life to the family, his youth, his prime! He may be old, but he is wise, and loyal to the family! Please – ”

She was cut off by the wave of his father’s impatient hand.

“Girl, listen to your brother. He graduated from the best universities, and has been making lots of money for the family with his many deals. I will deal with Alfred as I see fit, but for now he keeps his job. He will have to prove that he is worth his job though – I heard that he is quite weak at managing the servants, and spends his time chitchatting with the servants from the Mansion instead.

Now if there is nothing else, consider the meeting dismissed.”

Mistress’ Child did not bother to look back as she headed to her carriage. She did not want the family to see her tears and gloat at her. “Consensus” was just a nice-sounding word. There had never been, and would never be a consensus as long as her brother was the heir, and the star of the family in the eyes of her father.

She clutched at her heart as the carriage went over a bump. This slap was at her heart this time. She would never trust her father again.

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